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Tuesday, July 28, 2009

finally blogging again.
as you can see my mst ended a pretty long time ago.
busy, stress, nothing comes to a halt.
i didnt exactly gone up to the mountains.
i still did met up with my babes.
and i didnt have additional time to blog.

SCHOOL:
my exams are in a month time,
but i dont exactly have a month to study,
monday is school
tuesday is school and gusto
wednesday is school and study
thursday is school and gusto
friday is school and study
sat is gusto and church
sun is study and relax
hahahaha, this is like studying 3 times a week,
and its way not enough,
there are still projects and reports and tutorials and admin.

CHEERLEADING:
havent been stunting much ever since junior training started.
i really miss those real stunting trainings.
i feel like i've deprove! =(
and thats really sad,
i know my mistakes,
but i just cant correct it and get it right!
my patience is running low.
stunts i did before,
i cant do it now.
its not that i dont trust my bases,
its not that im afraid of falling,
im not sure if its because of myself.
but i keep telling myself i can do it,
and will be able too,
but its just not working out right.
why??!
im not sure if its my confidence,
or am i not stressing myself enough??!
but i dont struggle with confidence in myself.
big pot pouts!
i must push my limitssss!
i'll update some pictures of some happenings that happened between after mst till now.
bye world.

@ 6:27 PM