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Saturday, June 30, 2007

effing frustrated!
whats the problem?
is it such a miracle to see a change in someone?
or do i just have such an atrocious attitude of something?
guess i should just go back to the same old days right?
i wish and i wanted to do much more,
but im so tied down by Os.
i want to contribute more,
but i cant.
just too tough to voice out.

@ 1:13 AM

Saturday, June 16, 2007

have been wanting to tell you this.
but somehow i dont have the courage to.
nobody is perfect in this world,
so even if someone has many flaws,
i think you shouldnt just look at the persons' flaws,
have you ever look at them with a positive mentality?
or give them a chance to change?
changes dont occur overnight,
it takes time.
if someone has cause you to be unhappy,
haveyou tried forgiving, by forgetting?
i hope you did put in some effort to try.

@ 1:42 AM

Wednesday, June 13, 2007

TO BEST:
just read your blog.
decided to reply here, cause thought i did be taking up a lot of space on your tagboard if i did tag.
anyway...
i cant wait to know that surprsie!
i wonder what it is.
i dont even have the slightest clue to what is it about.
anyway..
didnt know you were feeling the same way that i felt too,
until i read your blog.
we've been having sooo many disagreements nearly everyday,
that things seems to be falling apart.
and to see things like this happening between us,
it pains so much,
cause i love you,
and themore i love you,
it hurts even more,
cause something isnt right,
and theres a problem somewhere,
that things are becoming like that.
i was sooo glad that you msged methe otherrday,
to go study and all,
cause i felt that we need to spent more time together,
but i just didnt know how i should approach you,
cause things wasnt going well the past few days.
i hope things would be great tmr.
bubble tea tmr?
i bless you okay?! =)
lovelove you many!

@ 1:28 AM

Monday, June 11, 2007

just felt like blogging out of sudden.
ahhhhh!!!!!
confused confused cunfused!
howhow? idk!
well..
probably bests was right, to say that i was escaping reality unknowingly.
girlfriends and boyfriends..
i do feel envious at times,
but,
i try not to,
cause i just wanted to concentrate on other stuff.
my heart is like a demagnetized magnet now!
how?!

@ 1:18 AM