good morning everyone,
its about 9.30 right now,
lesson ended an hour earlier,
and im here to vent my anger? haha. dont know la.
i think im being really racist right now,
but i just cant stand BLACK INDIAN MAN!
fair indians are alright.
the black indians are usually the bangaladeshies!
like i was carrying so many things,
and like super heavy.
this entire row was filled with indians on the train.
this BLACK INDIAN MAN,
he was like standing beside me,
then he walked when the train stopped,
i thought he was going to alight,
so i let him walk first,
but instead he stopped in front of me,
and sat down,
whereby the seat was just in front of me.
worst still,
he gave that smirk on his face when he looked at me,
like" hah! i've got the seat and not you!"
whao! i just feel like bashing him you know.
no compassion,
if he was an old man,
or injured,
i wouldnt mind.argh!

visited singapore youth flying club today.
i wanted to join,
but i coulndt meet every criteria.
usually, its the eyesight problem thats why people cant join,
as for me it was height problem.
i had to be 162cm in order to meet the criteria and go for an interview.
anyhow,
took some snap shots at SYFC:

before we headed there.

at SYFC, tour around the place. at the hanger.




group picture with the lecturer before we left.

teamwork and communications class was cancelled!
so we had a THREE HOUR break!(:
we headed to vivo city and ate carl's junior.
amazingly i finished a men by myself.hah!
we still had some time left,
and went to toy'r'us!
and it reminded me of those days at jurong west,
whereby we'll head to toy'r'us at jurong point,
before we went home..
that was i think 2 or 3 years ago..


top row (Left to Right) : alvin, gerald, leon, joseph
bottom row (Left to Right) : vanessa, yu rong, weilie

crazyness @ toy'r'us

the REJECTION

ACCEPTED! (gerald, amirah will be soo sad when she finds you so unfaithful! )

hand puppets!(:

went to island creamery today,
to do project.
team mates didnt know where island was,
and have never heard of island,
like how sad can that be.
so i brought them there.
whoots!!
i ate a tub of sour sop!! :D
thanks yurong!!
hahaaa..
study hard for your next test.
othewrwise,
i'll be waiting for another tub,
but please dont make me fat! :(

BURNT CARAMEL! (yu rong, alvin)


looking at girls. lol.

BURNT CARAMEL! SOUR SOP!!(:

i was really tired this morning.
i wasnt working and was suppose to sleep,
but my mom woke me up at 8!
then o woke up and slept,
woke up and slept till lie 12.
did my tutorial after that,
then went for service.
pass bay her prezzie for her 18th birthday,
joy and i bought her a num shirt.
anyway,
met up with ws's dad after service.
his dad wanted to buy a plasma tv.
while i went over to bought the book,
which we plan to buy.
we put it somewhere,
but it was gone.
went to search for another piece then.
found his book but not mine.
so i walked around for awhile more.
i found joyce meyer's book!
"THE PENNY!"
which i've been wanting to buy, and attributes was selling it for 20 plus, 30plus.
i bought it for $7! (:
so happy.

there are so many situations whereby you always claim that you know, but do you really know?! you always say you're older, and have been through it, but is the situation the same. maybe a few you've been thrugh, but not all together. just had the sudden urge of giving up and letting go of everything that im holding on to right now. history is repeating itself. someday, i really hope that they realise that i've moved on to tertiary level, and no longer in secondary level. the things that one do, would never be the same. well, maybe you wanna talk to me abit about psychology? hmm, like the more you hold on to, the more it rebels. to a certain degree maybe you got to learn, i dont know how willing you are, but one way or another you ought to.

no late nights?
a curfew at 10?
no cheerleading?
no work?
solely school?
no dating?

isnt that trying to say i might as well let go of everything?

some people might know, to build a relationship takes effort and time, and a relationship does not build up ovenight. they may know, but do know practice, until in the times of emergency, that they will regret, and let out a sigh, but its not gonna help.

emotions fluctuate?