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Wednesday, March 19, 2008

i've finally understood what its like to sacrifice.
well, dictionary.com defines sacrifice as,
something so relinquished.
just few nights ago,
i experienced a painful sacrifice,
but it was all worth it,
i allowed him to go ahead with his counselling stuff willing,
sacrificing the time we suppose to spent together.
the fact that both our schedules are so packed right now,
every minute truly matters a lot.
but i knew that,
helping others,
changing lives,
was what he really wanted,
so although i was so so so sad,
because i was so so sick,
i just felt like dying,
he didnt even ask how i was doing,
yet he was more concern if i was going to give him morning call,
and if i was going to fetch him after school.
so i just cried a sleep.
probably he was just too absorbed in doing what he needs to do.
although it was something i was willing to let him do,
that really enlarge my capacity to be understanding in situations,
at times things just doesnt turn out the way you want it to be.

@ 1:35 AM