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Monday, March 17, 2008

feel? flow?
whats that?
i really dont know anymore!!
you have been telling me about it,
since we got 1st december.
until now,
at this point of time im so confused i really have no idea what its all about.
you always tell me that you feel,
and that you know it,
you know whats happening in your heart,
what i felt in my heart,
do you really know it?
God,
its so tough!!
i dont knoww!!!!!!!!
wiill you just keep quiet!
i really dont know what you're talking about anymore.
you say this, you say that.
how am i suppore to know?
you exopect me to flow again to feel again?
i want to pray with you too,
its always the singing that makes us quarrell.
you know i have never sang since i graduated form primary school?!
its only till now,
that i really want to seek God with you,
that i join you in praise and worship!
i hate singing!
i cant sing!
i dont know how!
when i do,
you criticize me?
when i try to praise God with you,
i cant evenm follow the beat,
i try really hard to accomodate you,
i try! i rrea;;y tried!
do you know?
these few months,
i have been trying..

@ 3:18 PM