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Thursday, July 19, 2007

the week has been rather awful,
especially today.
i feel so paranoid whenever i think that i have one demerit point.
i may have a clear record still,
but i might get one.
its all up to kangkang(DM) to decide.
i seriously never knew about the fact that i cant use my ipod during free periods.
no one has ever warned me,
even when they see me use it.
my friends did be telling me off now,
cause im not suppose to compare.
the fact that she shows biasness towards her class,
makes me feel so inferior,
just because I'm not in a triple science class?
she can merely tell her students to put away their mobiles,
yet confiscate my ipod during free period.
she was kind enough to let me have it till Tuesday,
cause my audition is on Monday.
the only thing I'm afraid of is getting a demerit point.
it'll ruin my clean record.
thus,
because of this whole incident I've been on silent mode the whole day.
worst still,
i cant put my heart and soul into doing something.
feel so disappointed with myself.
im so sorry,
that ive caused you to feel so annoyed,
and irritated.
i should have kept the comments and complains to myself.

@ 11:33 PM