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Saturday, July 07, 2007

#1) VJC called me up last sunday.
they asked meto go for thedance auditions on 23rd july.
i'll be trying my best,
cause afterall its my dream JC that i did like to go.
however,
there are some stuff that i've to make serious considerations about.
-will i be able to cope with the stress level?
-will it be a healthy environment for me to study in?
what do you people think?
do give me some advice,
cause i really need to get some opinions.

#2)im really thankful,
cause its my last year in smss,
and i finally get the chance to attend speech day,
to receive a prize.(mathematics prize)
i was reallly shocked,
excited i can say.
as you know its my 1st time!

#3)i had O'lvl chinese orals today.
i think i kinda screwed it up.
i felt that the whole thing was over so quickly.
its just like a glance,
and you go"oh! its over!"
anyway,
i was kinda disappointed with myself.
i got extremely affected,
when i found out that i read one word wrongly.
i just felt so insecure about my results.
but NOW,
im feel sooo relieved!
no more secrets to keep,
nothing!
the feeling of not hiding anything feels really awesome.
tremendous i can say.
a feeling that i havent felt in ages,
ever since i started bottling up everything.
although i do wish we did get together,
but its good to take things slow,
and i respect that.
it makes the friendship healthy,
and strong at the same time.
that i believe it'll keep this ship travelling miles.
im glad, so glad!
hope i can focus better on my studies now,
and not worry so much.
no time to worry,
and whats the point of worrying,
makes health deteriorate.
bad.bad.

(group hug JJAVSS'D!)

@ 2:13 AM