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Friday, February 09, 2007

probably it wasnt such a bad day today,
but my math result spoiled my day.
i see no hope..
no point of studying so hard anymore.
maybe my expectation is just too high?!
too me it was a realistic target for emath.
which made me really really disappointed.
we gathered around,
mr chan was readin our results.
well..
some were happy,
some werent.
they were happy about getting A2,
but i wasnt.
i wasnt satisfied.
i never knew i did cry about it,
but i did.
i actually cried because of a fucking A2.
which SUCK!!
its NOT good.
nobody fucking knows how important emath is to me.
i still remeber i used to tear my paper into pieces in sec2,
cause i didnt do as well as i expected.
if i was given the slip of paper today,
i did do the same thing.
no point crying anymore,
whats done is doone,
know thats what many people are gonna say tio me.

-DONT CONGRATS ME
( cause its a bad grade)
-DONT ASK ME WHAT I GOT
( its clearly stated, i'll tear again whenever i say it)
-DONT ASK WHAT MY PARENTS SAID
( cause it was disappointing to hear)

*should i retake or should i not retake my emath paper?!*
(tag me/text me to advice me)
i really dont know what to do.

@ 4:51 PM