Monday, February 05, 2007
feel super shity now,
i wish i could have things my way.
i dont want to be in bingren's cell.
not that i have something against him,
but i hate to adapt to a new environment.
having new people to question about my life.
sigh.. howhow???!!
i know this thought of my is wrong,
but i dont feel like going to church anymore.
not because i dont love God anymore,
or lost faith in him.
i still believe in God,
but its just argh man..
can i just go to church and not be in any cell?!
argh... sigh...
mega restless now,
i cant even concentrate on practicing my amath.
darn it.
the skies are grey for me today.
my family peeps are super annoying,
and they pisses me off.
=(((
i had a bad day.. gloomy day... =(((
@ 12:09 AM