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Sunday, December 31, 2006

he msg me today at like 5.35 when i was working. i didnt reply. i didnt know if i should reply or not, so i took a long time to make a decision. it was a really tough one that i had to really think through, because the new year is soon to be here, and i want to leave the past behind. so i hope and i want myself to be fine by then. the only that would allow my heart not to be smashed further, was to forget everything, and let it go. so i replied at 8. he did reply, but after that, i didnt reply anymore. i thought i shouldnt, cause it'll be the best way to guard my heart, and protect my own heart. i have every single memories of us written in this book, and i guess i'll burnt it after the count down. you said we did be great friends, im happy that you said that at least, but i cant do it. the sight of you, the presence of you, will only sadden me more, and make me recall.

@ 12:25 AM