Saturday, December 09, 2006
back home again from aunt's place..WEDNESDAY:i went out with joey!!!
you know even before i met you,
i kinda had that feeling,
similiar to what you told me.
i was feeling so afraid,
but i told myself to be strong.
it really did happen,
when i met you.
my heart shattered into smitereens.
i almost cried then,
but i wasnt the type of girl that would cry in front of someone.
i held my tears back.
i was so quiet and didnt say a thing,
cause that was just me.
a part of me that i become when im lost.
when i try to smile then,
im just forcing myself not to cry.
went to watch just friends.
then he sent be back to bishan,
aunt wasnt back then,
so he waited with me.
spoke about it,
and i felt fine after that.
[i never doubt what you said to me,
so please dont make me doubt you.
i really love you,
thats why im giving you complete trust.]
when it came to night,
it was packing time!! X(
helped my aunt pack and tiday her kitchen till like 3+!!
i was extremely tired then,
and when i went to bed,
aunt started talking.
so i end up lseeping only at 4+.
and woke up at 9am.
can you imagine how bad that was?!THURSDAY:-SPA!! (feels good!! lol)-made specs.its like so screwed la.my right eye is short sighted;my left eye is long sighted.like WTH right?! -came home. (pack some stuff)-went to topshop.-back to aunt's house.more packing.. the 2nd night of packing!!and still packing the kitchen!! FRIDAY:-packing aagin.-met joy for dinner.-aunt drove me home.
@ 12:48 AM