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Friday, December 29, 2006

ahhhh!!!! shit!!
i wish i didnt come online now.
so i wouldnt come to know about things that i dont wish to know.
damn it!!!
why am i having this weird feeling.
and i just cant decribe the way im feeling now.
one thing for sure,
i know i have this frightened feeling.
my hands are like nervous.wth.
what am i suppose to do?!!
and you broke your promise... =(

my mommy saw some stuff i didnt want her to see.
mom saw the pics i took with joey today.
she knows about everything now.
she didnt flare; im surprised!
she didnt nag,
she was just fine with it when she saw the photos.
and she even saw the picture that we kissed!! lol.
and she didnt scold..
my mommy is soo different now. lol.
but what if she knows that we arent together anymore.
she'll feell damn sad.
but at least i've got no secrets hiding from mommy anymore!

i survived through the day today.
my feets are feeling terrible!!
just this sour feeling,
its bad enough!
plus my muscles are hurting,
after standing for 14 hours.
im not afraid of mr lee next year if he punish us alr.lol.
after standing for 14 hours,
1 and a 1/2 hour is nothing!!

damn it!!
im emo-ing again..
why of all time?!!
im so tired today,
i need sleep..
now, i doubt i can get any.
cause i'll cry when i go to bed.

i cant wait to see my babes later!!!!

@ 1:16 AM