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Wednesday, October 18, 2006

im f***ing pissed off!!!
why must you do this all the time,
make me mad,
pisses dad off..
and the following day,
try to make it up.
its off no use!!
im telling you that!!
i love you so much,
but you make me hate you!
i dont want to.
i just cant control myself.
i know i definately did make you sad,
cause i was rude.
im sorry i cant control myself.
why do you still treat me like a damn kid?!
im sixteen!! another year older!
cant you just give me my own room of freedom?!
is that a lot to ask for?!
i know you care,
and you're worried that i may fall ill,
but helllooo..
i know how to look after myself right?!
have i ever gotten a demerit point before?!
NO. not at all..
this certainly shows that i care about my school work!
wyh are you still so worried?
what can i do, so that you will have a mind of peace and not worry?!
tell me what i can do?!!!
i getting sick and tired or all this nonsence.
making me pissed,
making me ignore you,
make me so furious thati'll be rude towards you,
and you try to make it all up the next day,
calling me "darling" the very next moment.
its like WTH!!
how can i put a full-stop to all this crap?!
tell me how?!!!
i hope you'll somehow know about this,
but i've got no idea how.

@ 8:51 PM