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Saturday, September 23, 2006

life for me is still moving on.
loads of stuff has happened.
quiteness,tears, gloomy days,
they'll be OVER!
there is so much more things in life to be happy about.
why brood over the unhappy moments?
i've learn a lot,
i've grown to be stronger. =)

yesterday(22 sep) :
it was the happiest day in my life!
the whole entire day at school,
i was elated,
and i was hyper. haha!!
my effort paid off,
and im happy about it.
thankGod!
it was really a trmendous improvement,
well, that was what i felt,
but not others.
and the only thing i wasn't happy about,
was about my parents.
they seem to have no reaction about it.
no praises or whatsoever. =(
i'll still continue to mugg hard!
show my parents i can do it!
so i can ask my daddy to allow me to get water baptise.
sis is getting water baptise soon.
happy for her.
they brokethrough,
what about me? *pouts.
brown eyes by destiny child's.
its super nice,
its really touching.
i'll always recall of those halcyon days when i listen to it.
i'll always feel like tearing,
but i'll be strong,
and tell myself its not worth it.
hold back hold back!!
i know i can!
i dont know if i should be happy or not,
but this year,
i wouldnt get to celebrate my b'day again.
guess im getting used to it.
last year i didnt,
this year i wouldnt.
next year probably not.
my family didnt even celebrate my b'day for me.
not even singing a b'day song to me.
life was just the same.

@ 8:13 AM