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Thursday, August 17, 2006

FINALLY!!!! THIS IS IT!!
THE LAST DAY OF EXAMS!!!! :DD
TOMORROW!!!
oh my.. i've been waiting for this day,
at least i can take a short break.
past few weeks have been mugging all the way.
next up,
would be O'level prelims for math.
ohh my... i can sense the boredom already,
doing so much of math.
its really boredddd....
this is one of the worst exam ever.
fell sick in the midst of exams.
its was crap man.
yesterday(thursday),
i was down with fever in the morning,
and then with flu in the afternoon.
i was already coughing like earlier this week.
but thank God!
my fever gone down the next day!
wheee~ the headaches and all are gone!!!
last night was really terrible!!!!
i couldnt sleep last night.
the headache was so bad..
it was hurting like crap!!
i even cried, cause it was really unbearable!
i was struggling to sleep.
i feel like doing something really crazy right now.
there is like sooo many things i wanna do,
but i feel there is so little time.
i wanna stay over at rah's house.
i wanna go to the beach, stay with mr sun.
i wanna so swimming!!
i wanna play rummikub with nicklaus.lol.
i miss playing with my 3 years old lil' cous.
i miss hanging out late in the night with my friends.
I MISS PLAYING SIMS 2!!!
how am i suppose to do what i wanna do by tuesday?!
everyday, half the day would be occupied by something.
anyway, i went to study with jiaman today!
she was damn funny!!
hahah!! we studied at millenia walk.
obviously, when you go to millenia walk,
there is always one place you have to vist,
that is CANDY EMPIRE!!! :DDD
its a place you cant resist!lol.
there are just somethings i wanna give up.
but i know i cant.
if God has place me in this position,
i know he'll bring me through it.
but what am i suppose to do now?!
its soooo... argh!!
i everything just run smoothly and well?!
i hate ups and downs.
i know its something i have to face up to.
well, i just say im not strong and confident enough to.
lean on God's strength?!
i've been trying to,
as much as possible.
problems just come,
and make me wanna stop what im doing,
and just let go of everything.

@ 9:47 PM