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Thursday, July 13, 2006

HAPPY BIRTHDAY NICK!! =)
its been a long time.
have been thinking about lots of stuff.
i miss those happy days.
life has been miserable lately.
wanted to blog during the weekends,
but because of my mood,
i didnt feel like it.
blog about my life?
i dont know how.
today, was the 3rd time mr lee took my ss script to show the class.
oh well...
it doesnt make much of a diff sitting in front or at the back.
he still checks on me. )=
went to raffles city today.
i had fun,
it was relaxing.
went back to check my eyesight today,
after assembly,
cause i forgot to bring my specs yesterday,
for the health check up.
my left eye has a perfect eyesight,
but not my right eye.
its about 300-400.
its that bad!! ahhh...
its so crappy.
i wish i never knew about this. )=
yesterday, after school,
went to study at serene with darl and mat.
i received my 1st sunflower!!!!! :D
i bought 2 roses for darl then. haha.
it was just for fun!! lol.
anyway, went to meet isa,nick,bry,hendy and sarah
at city hall.
we were walking around suntec.
memories came flashing back. )=
the feeling was horrible.
isa said something to me,
which she shouldnt have said that,
but i guess she didnt know thats why.
(the fountain of wealth)-i miss.
its alright.
i went home,
dad was fuming,
cause of sis, coming home late.
it made me feel worst.
later, dad scolded sis.
it became worst.
i went to the tolet.
i thought about then,
it made me cry.
i miss those times!!!!
i miss you!!
i always wish i didnt have to let you go.
life now, cant be describe with words.
my parents,
nagging and scolding me every single day.
i tired of all these things.
talk on the phone,
i get scolded,
everything i do practically,
i get a scolding or a nagging.
now im blogging secretly.
so puzzled about so mnay things.
so fearful to do so many things.
dont even have the courage to do so.
even watching tv seems to be a crime.
i miss i miss i miss YOU!!!-never be replaced!

@ 9:49 PM